Poem: To Carol

Slaughter me if you don’t like me,

I don’t mind:

I’ve slaughtered those who’ve liked me
But who have not been
Anyone I’m looking for.

Harsh but fair
Feel free to be, but

This embrace of objectivity comes
With one kick:

Know the value of my devotion.
I’d love you to love me but

If you don’t,
Remember –
I found you worth loving.

15 April 2005